AUTUMN DEPRESSION IS HERE...
AND I'M NURSING MY PSYCHIC! IT COMES ONCE A YEAR. THIS TIME IT DID COME WITH INTENSE DETERMINATION. IS IT BECAUSE OF SO MANY DISAPPOINTMENT IN POLITIC, CARRIER, AND IN MY OWNSELF. SHOULD I HAVE NOT SO MUCH HIGH EXPECTATION ON MYSELF AND BE HAPPY TO WHAT COMES MY WAY? OR IT IS JUST THE WEATHER OR IT IS JUST ANOTHERT "OR"? I TRY TO BE SO POSITIVE AS MUCH AS I CAN BUT IT IS SEEM THAT THE WORLD AND THE WEATHER IS AGAINST ME! YES, IT IS AUTUMN INDEED!!!
Idag börjar en ny resa...
...det är jag övertyga om! It has to be today! Idag sak jag följa min "personal legend". Jag tror min tid har kommit!
Jag är fortfarande inspirerad av detta mästerverket!...
““When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.””
The best part of the book of inspiration!..The Alchemist
This is the best part of the book for me. It is a fable but it is very much like reality.
The most inspiring book I've ever read...The Alchemsit by Paulo Coelho
A book of following your dream!
Very inspiring! Well recommended book to read to those who is in the brink of losing thier life dream!!!
Another wasted time...a poem of someone who is losing hope
...FEEL LIKE I'M GOING NOWHERE!
...DOES DREAM COME TRUE?
... IT IS SEEMS TO BE FAR AWAY!
... AND GOING AWAY AND AWAY!
...HOW LONG COULD YOU HOPE FOR?
...I'M DOING THE BEST I CAN!
...AND PUTTTING TIME AND ENEGY TO MAKE IT COME TRUE!
... BUT IT FEELS LIKE THE EVERYTHING AND EVERY EFFORT IS AGAINST ME!
...TIME HAS ONLY BEEN WASTE!
...I'M STARTING TO WONDER IF DREAMS CAN COME TRUE?
...AND I'M STARTING TO QUESTION MYSELF, DO I BORN TO FAIL???!!!!
...DOES DREAM COME TRUE?
... IT IS SEEMS TO BE FAR AWAY!
... AND GOING AWAY AND AWAY!
...HOW LONG COULD YOU HOPE FOR?
...I'M DOING THE BEST I CAN!
...AND PUTTTING TIME AND ENEGY TO MAKE IT COME TRUE!
... BUT IT FEELS LIKE THE EVERYTHING AND EVERY EFFORT IS AGAINST ME!
...TIME HAS ONLY BEEN WASTE!
...I'M STARTING TO WONDER IF DREAMS CAN COME TRUE?
...AND I'M STARTING TO QUESTION MYSELF, DO I BORN TO FAIL???!!!!
Stroll in the memory lane!
One of my favorite song way way back home. How time flys!
Vädret håller på ta livet av mig...This weather is killing me...
STOCKHOLM
10 MAY 2010
11:17
WEATHER: DARK & GLOOMY
This fricking weather is taking the life out of me. Why can't it be just sunny all the time? Are we doom to have this kind of weather this season?!
When I was living in Philippines I didn't care if it was sunny or rainy day. The things that most occupied my mind was surviving the day. Like when would I get our next meal, a meal for four person. Even it was so hard living that time I was SO HAPPY in a way. I have relatives and friends around me that I could run for help for. And now, in my present world, in Europe, I feel so alone but the food is an abundant and I know for sure that I will have my meals that would stretch for the whole month but still I'm NOT HAPPY. Is it the weather or is it me or the world I'm living in that is making me so unhappy? I THINK I SHOULD LOOK BACK AND STARTS TO COUNT MY BLESSING and stop being so fricking melodramatic!!!
I was in Gr. 2, 8 yr old, 1979, Quezon City, Philippines. I'm on the 3rd row beside the girl with a striped shirt oh her right. This old picture was uploaded by an old classmate.
